a summer night in koenji with the yukata my aunt gave me ♡
A few weeks ago, I had one of those nights wherein I couldn’t fall asleep again. I had plans with my good friend Vina (@mikan.mandarin) the day after, and instead of going to somewhere IG-worthy as expected, she ended up bringing me food & chilling at my crib! read more if you’re interested »
I came back to my dream city again! It was a bit of an impulsive decision, as I’m not supposed to be here for another year. Things came up though and now here I am( ‘ – ‘*) A lot of overwhelming things have been happening recently, and I’ve honestly been trying my best to look for the energy to do anything. This may sound a bit crybaby-like, but it’s really stressful to do the littlest things right now, even the things I love doing the most. I would rather stare into space the whole day, or lie on my bed until the sun rises.
I decided to live in Tokyo for a while again, crossing fingers that this would be good for me. I disliked the cycle that’s been happening, and I wanted to keep moving. This isn’t an escape, this is about finding myself back up again.
In this diary entry, I’ll be showing a bit more about myself, and a little of how I see angles of certain things.